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    <title>envynamekacey's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[Grrr. my name is kacey chaos. i do stuff and live and care and laugh and dont for get to breath i play the bass i am in a band named raveriot.
i play bass.
and i love my boyfriend to death. we had hard times. but we fixed them all.
and i love him.
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	      <title><![CDATA[run away soul [[by kacey williams/ lullaby massacre [kacey-boo]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2863051/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>the run away pain, <BR>to hide away.<BR>show me your pretty face.<BR>alcholic parents dont do well.<BR>you went through all the abuse. <BR>but i feel that you are still near me.<BR>levating hearts. dont do well<BR>i want you to come back to me.</P>
<P>ohhh my fading memories of you.<BR>at christmas eve. <BR>i see you helping me.<BR>i fell to tears.<BR>as soon i hear<BR>your fading voice in my ear.</P>
<P>levating hearts. dont do well<BR>i want you to come back to me.<BR>dear god keep her close. <BR>have shaking thoughts of you haley.<BR>i feel you in our souls.<BR>the days of pain <BR>wordering where you are.<BR>you went through all the abuse. <BR>but i feel that you are still near me.</P>
<P>ohhh my fading memories of you.<BR>at christmas eve. <BR>i see you helping me.<BR>i fell to tears.<BR>as soon i hear<BR>your fading voice in my ear.<BR>i look back at our day together.<BR>i havent saw you sense november.<BR>at age 9 to 10.<BR>now i hear sad things about you.<BR>that i never wish that came.</P>
<P>the day i wish to see your face.<BR>the run away pain, <BR>to hide away.<BR>just give me a say.<BR>i will save the day.<BR>i will treasure that day<BR>&nbsp;i see your face again.</P>
<P>memories of you haley.<BR>memories of you haley.<BR>just give me a say.<BR>i will save the day.</P>
<P>i dont wanna see <BR>a beauitful pale face.<BR>of a dead soul.<BR>i wanna have more memories</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs [haley is the reason]</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-15T13:19:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[vegas eyes[&quot;welcome to your hometown&quot;] [by kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2778891/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>i see that you are gone.<BR>but i still need the deadly sins.<BR>your eyes are every sin.<BR>they move with everything.<BR>they mezmerize me.. <BR>hold on to your own eyes they<BR>might run away to vegas.<BR>to be a show dancer.</P>
<P>whats wroung with you.<BR>every moement we had.<BR>we dont let go.<BR>lust i see is one to be.<BR>envy in me.<BR>shows the fake trust.<BR>that you play.<BR>but i still need the deadly sins.<BR>they mezmerize sins in everyone else.</P>
<P>scared of you.<BR>it so hard to go.<BR>glue, wax is holding <BR>me tight in the mezmerizing <BR>eyes. "of a stranger"<BR>run away to vegas.</P>
<P>welcome to your hometown.<BR>"Welcome to your hometowN."</P>
<P>my feelings are running out.<BR>to be a show dancer<BR>every moement we had.<BR>never lived again.<BR>you get everyone wrapped<BR>around your finger.<BR>the feelings of you having real<BR>wax in your eyes make me<BR>stick.</P>
<P>welcome to your silly hometown.<BR>"Welcome to your gabbeling hometowN"</P>
<P>vegas eyes ["baby"]<BR>VEGAS EYES<BR>when i met you. <BR>the innocentness was there.<BR>now you think that you can <BR>get everyone.<BR>meeting the vegas eyes <BR>bring me back to you!!</P>
<P>baby vegas eyes are cold baby.</P>
<P><BR>&nbsp;<BR></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-31T17:36:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[can you understand[[by:kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2731871/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>life is hard to live for <BR>19 years and no one <BR>understands you.<BR>all the painfull liveing.<BR>and to count it in <BR>the father was hardly there <BR>for the son.</P>
<P>growing up <BR>breaking things. <BR>wanting to kill yourself<BR>when your friends<BR>dont understand.<BR>doctors say you <BR>have prolblems.<BR>all the abuse to<BR>other people.</P>
<P>you feel like <BR>your going<BR>fucking crazy.<BR>people say things<BR>that make it worse.<BR>dont ever want to talk<BR>to anyone.<BR>but one day you will <BR>break down and really fell<BR>what you think.</P>
<P>you show the abuse <BR>to everyone else.<BR>hurting yourself<BR>thinking its <BR>better. <BR>[[SCREAMS]]</P>
<P>having other<BR>people talk to him about<BR>it.. would be worse<BR>you will not know <BR>whats wrong.<BR>lets just talk.<BR>with out yelling.</P>
<P>i understand you,<BR>hearing you cry ..<BR>makes me cry.<BR>we are strong.<BR>&nbsp;we will make it<BR>through the day..<BR>no one understands<BR>him as what he thinks. <BR>but i do.</P>
<P>you hurt hearts <BR>but make mine strong<BR>and yours will be even <BR>stronger because you<BR>are going through it.<BR>hurting yourself<BR>thinking its <BR>better. <BR>[[SCREAMS]]</P>
<P>while my thoughts where<BR>saying hey on<BR>&nbsp;the outside <BR>i believe you.<BR>i feel the <BR>same as you.<BR>you feel like <BR>your going<BR>fucking crazy.</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-23T19:14:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[time goes [[by:kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2725831/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>i wanna run way <BR>to where life is beautiful.<BR>i wonder if you think of<BR>&nbsp;me when i think of you.<BR>sense the day <BR>i met you <BR>i thought of you.</P>
<P>im tring to<BR>forget about it all.<BR>i never want to do <BR>this again.<BR>i heard you where doing <BR>okay.</P>
<P>i write to you in my mind<BR>wishing you <BR>loved me back.<BR>i wrote and read to <BR>the end of the bottle.<BR>i have no where to run.</P>
<P>do you ever feel left out.<BR>well come here.<BR>we can be on the<BR>&nbsp;other side.<BR>i feel lost when.<BR>im in the darkside.<BR>no one is here<BR>&nbsp;to save us..<BR>we have to run.</P>
<P>it is 5 a.m in here.<BR>till the time of 6 pm<BR>we can leave. <BR>i dont want to here you<BR>say it. i want to figure<BR>it out here.we see you <BR></P>
<P>you see me.<BR>you qoute it.<BR>you want it.<BR>we say things <BR>about you.<BR>but all the <BR>things about you.</P>
<P>we blame it on aything<BR>but oursevles.<BR>from running <BR>down the path.<BR>my mind hurts.<BR>we are sympathy.</P>
<P>when i wake up and it<BR>will never be the same .<BR>i dont want to think<BR>of you..</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-22T18:13:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[we hide behind [[by:kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2704821/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>you always lied <BR>to me.<BR>you say its all a<BR>joke.<BR>but she believes<BR>&nbsp;that its true.<BR>i hate to <BR>bring it all <BR>up.<BR></P>
<P>we all hide <BR>behind the lies that <BR>come up.<BR>[hide]]</P>
<P>i cant believed<BR>you did this.<BR>but you are like this.<BR>but it scars me..<BR>always lieing <BR>could hurt your heart.<BR>it will strangle you.<BR>and ill be happy to help you..</P>
<P>there is no way ill let <BR>you do this.<BR>all the trash and <BR>llies. <BR>you always lied <BR>to me.<BR>it will strangle you<BR>i will say i hide its fast but <BR>the way you do it all.<BR>its hard to trust <BR>someone like that..<BR>fucking ill do it for free</P>
<P>i love you you and<BR>&nbsp;the words <BR>go that way,<BR>always.<BR>but my words are true.<BR>as much as i will</P>
<P>be here for you.<BR>your clues could be<BR>so much hard,<BR>her lies. <BR>are beneath her eyes.</P>
<P>im not here for all <BR>the FUCKING FAKE <BR>ASS MUTHER FUCKERS.<BR>im here for <BR>the real person<BR>the one who<BR>gets me all the way.</P>
<P>give it all a chance.<BR>it may hurt you.<BR>it makes everyone a better <BR>persone in the way they love..</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-18T19:33:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[heavens are below.. [[by:kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2704731/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>i never thought it could..<BR>kill me..<BR>but i couldn't wait.. yeah.<BR>the heavens above me where <BR>at war.but ill learn our way..</P>
<P>the heavens why dont you<BR>fucking kill me?<BR>besides of scaring<BR>everyone around,<BR>just to show me that.<BR>my death is now.<BR>i will learn my way.<BR>take my hand.<BR>lead the FUCKING WAY.</P>
<P>you tried to steal<BR>my heart, and soul.<BR>just kill me.<BR>if your not here.<BR>why should i fucking stay.<BR>i never knew you where <BR>like that.<BR>the thoughts of you <BR>stealing it all away </P>
<P>tell me.<BR>kill me.<BR>FUCKING NOW!!!<BR>the heaven.[heaven]<BR>i never thought it could..<BR>kill me..<BR>but i couldn't wait <BR>for it to show..<BR>IM TRING TO TELl&nbsp; YOU.<BR>fucking ill kill you.</P>
<P>i will believe <BR>that you where <BR>my love.<BR>i fucking had<BR>nervous smiles.<BR>and your <BR>shaking hands.<BR>scare yourself. <BR>ill do it myself.</P>
<P>the bolts of<BR>your hands.<BR>the rain of both tears.<BR>we fell fast alsleep.<BR>YOUR MY FUCKING LIAR..<BR>[[background, KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME]</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-18T19:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[untill the end [[by::kacey williams]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2699131/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>we can lie untill the end.<BR>the end of the world.<BR>i knew you shot it in<BR>my heart.<BR>but ill say it for you.<BR>i feel like a teenage dream. <BR>that has been eatin alive.</P>
<P>i want you so badly.<BR>that i would lie untill the<BR>end to be with you.<BR>tell me all your dirty lies..<BR>and ill make more.<BR>tell the end.</P>
<P>we hide away in our <BR>secert place.<BR>and tell untill the end.<BR>untill the sun gose out.<BR>on us where we now live.<BR>is it our time to say good bye and<BR>say the truth.<BR>the time of truth really hurts.</P>
<P>we like all the lies of nice.<BR>truth hurts but we have to hear it..<BR>all untill the end.<BR>every one says it .<BR>we are still alive in one <BR>today. </P>
<P>it is all night<BR>&nbsp;the sun has been eatin alive .<BR>by our souls is sadden .<BR>the truth will be "TOLD"<BR>how ever it will be "OPENED"<BR>my heart has been "SOLD"<BR>you are broken and it all fades to black.<BR>like the sorrow night.<BR>that i live in.<BR></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-17T19:09:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[stars have changed [by:kacey williams]//tom helped wording]]]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2680681/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>sundenly all <BR>you can tell about you<BR>are your finger prints.<BR>you changed.<BR>all we know is <BR>that you where so sweet.<BR>now its changed.<BR><BR>you think you can have everyone do <BR>your own work for you.<BR>your own work.<BR>it seems we are under <BR>command of the president.<BR>its just the fake you <BR>hiding behind your face<BR>i fall to the grown <BR>like the bad movie.<BR><BR>i see your fake name in<BR>lights.<BR>i think of your real name<BR>and the real you.<BR>not all the lies you had behind<BR><BR>what happend.<BR>we where so close and you became <BR>the worsed person i ever loved<BR>and it all come down to this<BR>you think you can beat the groups<BR>along the way.<BR>you have to stop.<BR><BR>your wasting yourself away.<BR>its hard to see. . <BR>i taste the flavor<BR>of your lips. you really <BR>have changed by them.<BR>the town has nere remebered <BR>you but i do.i see the real you.<BR>the town has been spinning around in circles.<BR>[around circles]<BR></P>
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		  		  	<category>kacey's ongs</category>
		  		  	<category>kacey's songs</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-14T18:00:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[nightlife story [[by:kacey williams]] [envynamekacey]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2659711/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>the sound of the old man<BR>sleeping at home.<BR>while the wife is out playing around.<BR>we stay true all night long.<BR>we know in our heads that.<BR>it is all very funny.</P>
<P>snow is a pretty site.<BR>sand is.. warmth beneath<BR>your eyes.<BR>cold trimbles away to where <BR>you know what is going to happen.<BR>heat is a never ending fantacy.<BR>you never know what is going<BR>to shoot out at you.</P>
<P>the city is taking over..<BR>nightlife has got a hold.<BR>of you.<BR>hold on tight,<BR>lets leave this place <BR>for more dreams.<BR>we all know the city is <BR>the place for big stars.<BR>but lets start a new thing.</P>
<P>she is still going around<BR>getting high all the time.<BR>while her old man is in dread <BR>and still snoring.<BR>he has no clue on her behalf.</P>
<P>we are the pain holders.<BR>lets leave this awefull place.<BR>no one will know.<BR>they are being part of the <BR>nightlife. and attending his<BR>big wanna be old man dreams.<BR>we can make it there.</P>
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		  		  	<category>kacey's songs</category>
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	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-10T13:02:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[ocean tide [by kacey williams]]></title>
	      <link>http://envynamekacey.buzznet.com/user/journal/2613841/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>checkk. yess<BR>[[noise of trash crumbleing}}</P>
<P>show me the way<BR>to our real heart beats.<BR>no one ever believed us.<BR>the ocean has past along<BR>the way.lead the way..<BR>they will never understand</P>
<P>look me in a cold stare <BR>and trust me.the followers <BR>path never took place.<BR>dont look at the reflaction<BR>you dont want to see the past.<BR>lets just leave the moon.</P>
<P>i know people give you the <BR>glare.&nbsp; what do you say..<BR>if you care enough we will not care.<BR>we are turning back to follow along.<BR>lets leave the palce that is <BR>hurting us. lets not be followers<BR>we can be leaders.</P>
<P>the tune of our hearts <BR>beat and yours is fast and<BR>mine is slow. why <BR>show me the way<BR>to our real heart beats.<BR>no one ever believed us.<BR>the ocean has past along<BR>the way.lead the way..<BR>&nbsp;<BR>let me see the real you.<BR>look me in a reall stare.<BR>hands shake. taste me girl <BR>&nbsp;on the lips...<BR>the followers <BR>path never took place.<BR>dont look at the reflaction<BR>you dont want to see the past.<BR>lets just leave the moon.</P>
<P>the water is touching us..<BR>we have been here all night.<BR>and the tide <BR>is moveing.<BR>is it telling us we are not ment to be<BR>&nbsp;together.<BR>lets move along <BR>leave me one touch.</P>
<P>[[feed back of guitar]]<BR>whooaaa whaaoo</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>kacey</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>envynamekacey</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-02T08:31:00Z</dc:date>
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