?Chaos?UsedieBash?

life is hard to live for
19 years and no one
understands you.
all the painfull liveing.
and to count it in
the father was hardly there
for the son.

growing up
breaking things.
wanting to kill yourself
when your friends
dont understand.
doctors say you
have prolblems.
all the abuse to
other people.

you feel like
your going
fucking crazy.
people say things
that make it worse.
dont ever want to talk
to anyone.
but one day you will
break down and really fell
what you think.

you show the abuse
to everyone else.
hurting yourself
thinking its
better.
[[SCREAMS]]

having other
people talk to him about
it.. would be worse
you will not know
whats wrong.
lets just talk.
with out yelling.

i understand you,
hearing you cry ..
makes me cry.
we are strong.
 we will make it
through the day..
no one understands
him as what he thinks.
but i do.

you hurt hearts
but make mine strong
and yours will be even
stronger because you
are going through it.
hurting yourself
thinking its
better.
[[SCREAMS]]

while my thoughts where
saying hey on
 the outside
i believe you.
i feel the
same as you.
you feel like
your going
fucking crazy.